Friday, August 7, 2015

HINDI MO KAYANG IBIGIN

Tingin ka ng tingin sa iba
Pero lagi mo akong kausap
Ano ba meron sila
Na sa akin ay wala?
Gabi-gabi may message ka sa akin
Pero ang iksi lang pala nang sasabihin,
"Ipagdasal mo naman ako
Para mawala kalungkutan ko".
Nagbigay na nga ng mga sinyales
Ngunit talagang napaka-dense
Ng utak mong isa lang ang sinasabi
Na may iba kang gustong babae.
Sa tingin mo ba di ako nasasaktan
Sa tuwing ako'y pinapakiusapan
Na kamustahin ang iba
Pero ako di mo man lang kinukumusta?
Siyam na taon akong nanahimik
Sabi ko aking ililihim
Ang nararamdaman ko sa iyo; ito ba ang kapalit?
Na kausapin mo lang at di mahalin?
Kung wala ka rin naman palang nais sa akin
Kundi ang kaibiganin
Wag mo naman akong paasahin
Dahil hindi mo ako kayang ibigin.

Wednesday, July 29, 2015

Road to Nowhere

Life is just a game
It burns you like a torching flame,
puts you to shame,
makes you take the blame.

You will meet people you never knew
They'll befriend you,
use you,
betray you.

What is this all leading to?
What will the results be?
Who will teach me how to treat you
just and rightfully?

End of story
I am free to be me
Thanks for leading me there
To the road to nowhere.

Will Not Fall Again

Originally written in 2003 when I was in 3rd yr. HS.:

Will Not Fall Again

I'm tired of you cheating on me
Always the one hurt is "me"
You think that I don't know your plans
I've had enough of your demands.

Who said: "I'll be true",
and who vowed, "'Til time is through"?
You, wasn't it you?
Do not lie for I know the truth.

I've had regrets and mistakes
Yet, none to what you did
Learned to distinguish real from fake
I know which of these you are.

I will learn to let go
I will learn not to show
These feelings remain hidden
For I will not fall again.