First Korean post

Carissa Canillas에는 말할 것이다 이것이 있다: 당신 won' t는 저를 때 I' 좋아한다; 저에게서 m 성난 이렇게 정지 숨기는 것 그 i' ll는 결국 때라도 당신 don' t알아낸다; t는 있다.
이번에 전부, 당신은 저를 바보짓을 하기에 의도적으로 계획했다. 나는 나가 나가 가지고 있던 당신을 거의 모두 주는 높은 쪽으로 당신에게 나를 위한 나의 마음을 아프게해는 다른 기회를 끝났다는 것을 결코 주지 않았다는 것을 바란다. 나는 당신이 나가 당신에게인 무슨 학대하기 것을 시작했기 때문에 나는 주는 것을 아무것도 좀더 다는 것을 믿는다. 나는 당신을 다시 만나고 결코 싶지 않다. 나의 지옥 같은 생활에서 나가십시오!

23rd Bday and 26th Monthsary

I turn 23 tomorrow and will celebrate 26 months of being a couple with my boyfriend Julius. Mama Lore was confined at Room 716 of Asian Hospital last Sept. 1. Tita Linda and Ate Chin watched over her there and we visited everyday. She refused to undergo angioplasty and prefers taking medication and undergoing a lifestyle change.

The BLA Season 1 crew didn't call me which means I'm not in. Guess I'll just have to watch next month and find out who were lucky enough to deserve a slot. I auditioned for BLA Season 1 last August 15. Woke up at 6:45 am and left the house at 7:55 am. Arrived at SM Megamall Bldg. B around 9:30 am. All in all, the audition was 6 hours long. They interviewed all the participants and did a health check. According to my health check results, I'm 5'2", 183.4 lbs. My BMI's 33.49 and I'm classified under obese class I. For lunch, they served salad, kani salad sandwich, fried chicken, cheese flavored Clover Chips and Tempura chips, Regular Yum from Jollibee and sugar-glazed donuts form Krispy Kreme.

My ever supportive BF took photos of my BLA audition and myself with some fellow contestants I met. Among the celebrities who auditioned were Ruby Rodriguez and Ryan Yllana. This experience showed me that I'm not alone against the battle of the bulge. a lot of heavyweight Asians are passionate and determined to get fit, be active and healthy. Other participants whom I know auditioned are Biggie Estrella, Kahlil Bagatsing and Anna Chan.